
Today is my parents Anniversary. I believe it would have made it 37 years! I haven't talked too much about my Mom cause it really has been hard. Harder than I would like to admit.
I can deal with the day to day stuff.
I can deal with her not being her.
I can't deal with not being able to talk to her.
I can't deal with not being able to see her.
I can't deal with thinking about her.
It all brings tears to my eyes!
I can't even imagine how hard it is for my Dad.
I feel for him, so bad!
What do you say?
How do you make it better?
I'm here.
That's as much as I can do, right now!
Today my Dad took off the day from work. He has been at the Temple all day!
Tonight I will be at the Temple!
Last night I had a dream about my Mom.
Have I told you that before?
I have had a few dreams with my Mom in them.
It has made me feel at peace.
The dreams felt SO REAL!
I saw her, I felt her, I hugged her!
She looked great!
No hose!
I look forward to that day I can be in her presence again!
It can't come any sooner!